Rotten Day

I am having a rotten day. I feel beleaguered and ineffectual. My creative energies are blocked. I can’t problem-solve, which is the only thing that I want to do right now. I feel like everyone is telling me to quit and give up. One guy called me an Alpha Male. He thought something was wrong with my blogging. What the hell does he read it for then? You know who you are, stop reading! Here is a link for you.


I tried to work out some JavaScript for an effect I need to prototype and it wont cooperate. I tried to sell the missile command game and the guy never showed up. I tried to donate baby gear and goodwill won’t take it. I tried to help this guy on his website (volunteering) and everything I did had a bug. My jaw hurts from clenching it.

I am shut out of helping Intuit. It’s not me, it’s the whole model. We are telling business units to do it themselves. So why wouldn’t they decline our invitation to help.

Ugh. Maybe it’s the Mao book I’m reading. The guy is the most Machiavellian guy I have ever read about. He is so brutal and heartless. I am sickened by him.

Maybe a long weekend will help. Happy 4th of July! I hope.

Whatya think?